New chapter

I bloged and i blog , yea again, been closing and opening the same lame shit blog.
Will find my time to update this site as often as i could.


Currently it's April, as i looked back at the past 3 months i have been through,
i notice my life has been falling , deeply , fastly .
There was a few weeks i thought life was so meaningless and cruel.
There were times, tears does'nt even know how to dry.
There were times, i cover my head with my pillow / blanket , tried very hard to sleep.
There were times, because i am losing everything, i felt like the sun was going down on me.
There were times, when the rain was pouring, every single drops of it shattered the heart of mine
There were times, when i don't undertsand this word - " cherish "

AND

There were times, "LET GO , MOVE ON " ain't in my dictionary...

As all the problems i encounter in the past 3 months.
I am glad that when i am down , when i have no one to turn to...
I notice there are people who always have my back and always there to hold me when i am falling

My family
- thanx for accompanying ur big baby up so late and giving me everything i need when i feel like suiciding

My Frens
-Guo Han, with exp and stuff, lectures me with all the meaning of life and making me notice this is just a period of time when every human beings need to pass through

-Shu Hwai, thanx for all the songs and all the karaoke invitation , that gave me the space and place to spare some of my sorrows on. Definitly i have to thank your mum for being there as a advisor.

-Gavin ZX, yea dude, when i fall apart u started urs.Glad that when ur having ur project superstar competition goin on. From ur busy timetable , u spare sometime for me and talked to me

- Zun Zhg, even ur still not mature enough , u still do made my day with the larmeh words u can think of and ur simple advices.

- Jwu Wey, although we have not meet up since our graduation, i knew and i always know, u will always be there for every problem i am facing

-Serena, for being there when everything starts to fall apart. Yeap , ur very nice i am sure.

-Rachel, who said younger fellows does'nt know things better than older fellows. U jus happened to come in the right time , everynight u'll be there when die die die plays my mind

-Old man, an older ass who always compare his old stuff with my current situation and goes " SEE WHO MORE CHAM ? "

-Simon, Still wanna thank u for all the lectures u gave, and when are u gonna kena ur 15 mil?

-Seong, yea i din't know u can speak serious in this kinda stuff as ur always a joker

-Estee , for being the one who teaches me the real way and the best way to push myself forward and never look back , where 's ur tatoo girl? haha

-Jennifer, a girl that shares the same sorrow used to be. with 1 year ownage of salt and sugar u taken more than me. Shows that the older ones always has better exp? haha

-Peter Pumpkin Head, sorry man i don't know ur real name, i overwhelm with gratitude when ur the only 1 in LYN standing by me when rockets and flames starts to attack me. And ty for every single detail u did. Thanx

-Jhia Hsin, my vanmate during my form 1 days, made it for me although he 's in OZ, and also compares his past sad stuff with mine haha, still wanna thank u so so much

-Arjun / Julian, the assholes who actually can be super idiots. Yet to spare some of my damn sorrows

-Joann, it's has been a wonder that u came in the right time i suppose ? haha , Still wanna thank u for the late night chats , wishing u all the best with ur bf

-Kai Jin, yea and u , yes u. I am glad u gave me something to do, i am glad i can still be there for u dude when i fall apart, some how u made me think wonder, are we really the same fellow who shares the same faith or destiny. haha, dude... as i always said dun think so much , try ur best . always have ur back

-Jun jie, and u , thank u for hearing hearing hearing hearing and Hearing... glad that nothing has torn between us

- Holy-Slayerz / Badguy86 / Cobo, gamers that made me have something to look forward to during midnight, i ain't a noob k?

- Hazel fc, U made every afternoon brighter

Thanx for every support u guys provided, together the tears and sorrows u guys spared..
there's no life in this 3 months without u guys.
Thanks x10000
Till next time ~